Depremin enkaz\u0131nda kalbim kald\u0131, ruhum kald\u0131 ve nice canlar kald\u0131. Ard\u0131nda nice umutlar enkazda kald\u0131. Suskunum… Sesim solu\u011fum kesildi o gece. Kelimeler kifayetsiz kald\u0131. Bedenim sars\u0131ld\u0131k\u00e7a sars\u0131ld\u0131, bu sars\u0131nt\u0131 ruhumu sarst\u0131, y\u00fcre\u011fimi sarst\u0131 ve bedenimin feri \u00e7ekildi.<\/p>\n
Evet, ne oluyordu bana, bilmezlerdeydim, ayd\u0131nl\u0131ktan karanl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7aresiz ke\u015fmeke\u015fin hazin bir sona m\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u00fcyordum o an acaba? Yata\u011f\u0131ndaki ya\u015fl\u0131 annemin, o an dilinden d\u00f6k\u00fclen dualar evin i\u00e7inde yank\u0131lan\u0131yordu. Onu \u00f6yle g\u00f6r\u00fcnce bir heyecan ve korku olu\u015ftu bedenimde. Ev salland\u0131k\u00e7a annemin sesi de y\u00fckseliyordu. Belki bu pir-i fani annenin h\u00fcrmetine, Allah zelzeleyi hafifletir diye umut ederken deprem sanki sars\u0131yor d\u00fcnyay\u0131, uyu\u015fmu\u015f ruhumuzu canland\u0131r\u0131yor gibiydi. Kat\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015f kalbimizi debeleterek uyand\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Pencereyi a\u00e7t\u0131m tekbirlerle: Allahu Ekber, Allahu Ekber, Allahu Ekber… T\u00fcm mahalleye nidada bulunuyordum. Han\u0131m da di\u011fer pencerede La ilahe illallah, La ilahe illallah, La ilahe illallah… Kelime-i tevhidle bu \u00e7\u0131kmazda, tek s\u0131\u011f\u0131nak ve tek dayanak olan Allah’a yakarmakt\u0131 o an t\u00fcm derdimiz.<\/p>\n
\u0130nsanlar k\u0131yamda ve herkes k\u0131yametini ya\u015far gibi sokakta ve caddelerde ba\u011fr\u0131\u015fmalar ve sesler birbirine kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f kimse kimseyi fark etmiyor bile. Aya\u011f\u0131nda ayakkab\u0131 olmayan ve \u00fcst\u00fcnde giysisi olmayanlar. \u015ea\u015fk\u0131n \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n dola\u015fanlar, o an g\u00f6zler normalin d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda sanki bir g\u00f6rememezlik vard\u0131 herkeste. Evet, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131yametin provas\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yorduk. O gece can\u0131n\u0131 kurtaran sanki kurtuluyordu. Bir \u00e7\u0131kmaza s\u00fcr\u00fcklenenler vard\u0131. Haberler tez geldi.<\/p>\n
Yak\u0131n\u0131m\u0131zda bina y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duydum. Solu\u011fu orada ald\u0131m. Eyvah eyvah eyvah! Kocaman bina yok olmu\u015ftu. H\u00fcz\u00fcn ve k\u0131r\u0131lgan bedenimle yard\u0131ma ko\u015ftum. Herkes elinden geldik\u00e7e molozu elleriyle<\/p>\n
kald\u0131r\u0131yordu, elleriyle kaz\u0131yorlard\u0131. Ama \u00e7aresizli\u011fin ve t\u00fckenmi\u015fli\u011fin son an\u0131na kadar herkes seferber olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
O gece saat 4.17’de 7,7 \u015fiddetindeki depremde nice soluklar\u0131 kesilmi\u015f hayatlar sona erdi. Sars\u0131nt\u0131lar durmad\u0131 ve durmak bilmiyordu, ne olacakt\u0131? Sars\u0131nt\u0131 bitecek mi acaba? Deniz karde\u015fim arad\u0131; topland\u0131k ve Ofis Mahallesi’ndeki y\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 binaya gittik. Yedi Ba\u015fak arama kurtarma olarak. Ah ah! Bu bina da i\u00e7ler ac\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131. Katlar \u00fcst \u00fcste y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve nice canlar vard\u0131 enkazda; baz\u0131lar\u0131 da kurtar\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. O kocaman bina, nice umutlar\u0131 ve hayalleri enkazda b\u0131rakt\u0131. Nice ibretler b\u0131rakt\u0131 bize. Onlar molozlar i\u00e7inde soluksuzlard\u0131 biz ise soluklu ama benzi solmu\u015flard\u0131k art\u0131k. Biz mi enkazd\u0131k yoksa onlar m\u0131 enkazdayd\u0131?<\/p>\n
Kimin kimi kurtaraca\u011f\u0131 belli olmayan bir k\u0131yameti ya\u015f\u0131yorduk. Saat 13.24’te 7,6 \u015fiddetinde depremle yine sars\u0131ld\u0131 yer; be\u015fik gibi sallan\u0131yordu yine; ba\u011fr\u0131\u015fmalar ve \u00f6l\u00fcmden ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f tekrar ba\u015flad\u0131. Ara\u00e7lar sallan\u0131yordu. Yine ac\u0131 sesler y\u00fckseliyordu. Y\u00fcreklerin dondu\u011fu anlard\u0131 depremin hali. \u0130mtihan \u00e7ok a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, nice canlar\u0131 ald\u0131 ve bir\u00e7ok umutlar da enkazda kald\u0131.<\/p>\n
Peki, kalplerdeki enkaz\u0131 nas\u0131l kald\u0131raca\u011f\u0131z? Kararm\u0131\u015f ve pas tutmu\u015f kalbimizi neyle temizleyece\u011fiz? Belki depremi kalbimizde yapmal\u0131y\u0131z… Hem de en y\u00fcksek \u015fiddette… Ruhumuza, ruh depremleri belki \u00e7are olur. Bizi bize getirecek bir emare yeterken Allah bu depremi bize g\u00f6sterdi. Kendimizi silkeleme zaman\u0131 gelmi\u015f olabilir mi?<\/p>\n
Ya Rabbi, ne oluyor bize? Affet Allah’\u0131m! Bize bir \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f yolu g\u00f6ster. Bizi bize b\u0131rakma… \u00c2min…. \u00c2min…<\/p>\n
\u015eemsettin KARAASLAN<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Depremin enkaz\u0131nda kalbim kald\u0131, ruhum kald\u0131 ve nice canlar kald\u0131. Ard\u0131nda nice umutlar enkazda kald\u0131. Suskunum… Sesim solu\u011fum kesildi o gece. Kelimeler kifayetsiz kald\u0131. Bedenim sars\u0131ld\u0131k\u00e7a sars\u0131ld\u0131, bu sars\u0131nt\u0131 ruhumu sarst\u0131, y\u00fcre\u011fimi sarst\u0131 ve bedenimin feri \u00e7ekildi. Evet, ne oluyordu bana, bilmezlerdeydim, ayd\u0131nl\u0131ktan karanl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7aresiz ke\u015fmeke\u015fin hazin bir sona m\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u00fcyordum o an acaba? Yata\u011f\u0131ndaki …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":32,"featured_media":22536,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[65],"tags":[3263,4563,1616],"class_list":["post-22535","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","","category-forum","tag-deprem","tag-dua","tag-manset"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22535","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/32"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=22535"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22535\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22536"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=22535"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=22535"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=22535"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}