Zazac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u015flatan Ebubekir Pamuk\u00e7u\u2019nun T\u00fcrk\u00e7\u00fc \u015fiirlerinden \u00f6teden beri s\u00f6zedilirdi ama bu \u015fiirlerin nerede yay\u0131nland\u0131klar\u0131 konusunda kaynak g\u00f6sterilmezdi.<\/p>\n
Wikipedia\u2019da \u015fu kitaplar\u0131n\u0131n oldu\u011fu s\u00f6yleniyor:<\/p>\n
1-Ozanlar ve Yazarlar (antoloji)<\/em><\/p>\n 2-Kurtulu\u015f Sava\u015f\u0131 (\u015fiir)<\/em><\/p>\n 3-Mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 Unutmak (\u015fiir)<\/em><\/p>\n 4-Kediyi Ni\u00e7in \u00d6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcm (\u00e7ocuk kitab\u0131)<\/em><\/p>\n 5-K\u0131z\u0131l Sa\u00e7l\u0131 K\u0131z (\u00e7ocuk kitab\u0131)<\/em><\/p>\n 6-Kolumdaki Sanc\u0131 (\u00e7ocuk kitab\u0131)<\/em><\/p>\n 7-A\u015fiyan (Tevfik Fikret biyografisi)<\/em><\/p>\n 8-Zazaca-T\u00fcrk\u00e7e S\u00f6zl\u00fck (yay\u0131nlanmad\u0131)<\/em><\/p>\n 9-Dersim Zaza Ayaklanmas\u0131n\u0131n Tarihsel K\u00f6kenleri<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Bu yay\u0131nlardan\u00a0Kurtulu\u015f Sava\u015f\u0131<\/em><\/strong>\u00a0adl\u0131 \u015fiir kitab\u0131na bir sahaf\u00e7\u0131da raslad\u0131m. \u00c7ok\u00e7a ad\u0131 ge\u00e7en \u201cBen Kimim?\u201d \u015fiiri bu kitab\u0131n 32-34. sayfalar\u0131nda yer al\u0131yor.<\/p>\n Kitap, 12 x 16 cm ebad\u0131nda, 56 sayfadan olu\u015fan bandrols\u00fcz basit bir bask\u0131d\u0131r. Arka kapakta \u201c\u0130skender Matbaas\u0131 \u0130stanbul : 1970\u201d ibaresi var. Yani herhangi bir yay\u0131nevi taraf\u0131ndan de\u011fil yazar\u0131n kendisi taraf\u0131ndan bas\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Yazar, \u201c\u00dclk\u00fcc\u00fc arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u201d diye seslenerek yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yorumlu bir tan\u0131t\u0131m yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, kitab\u0131n\u0131n \u00fclk\u00fcc\u00fc arkada\u015flar\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan al\u0131n\u0131p okunmas\u0131 istemiyle birlikte isteme adresini ayr\u0131 bir ka\u011f\u0131da yaz\u0131p katlanm\u0131\u015f olarak kitab\u0131n i\u00e7ine eklemi\u015f.<\/p>\n Kitapta \u201cBir \u00d6yk\u00fc Gibi<\/em>\u201d, \u201c\u00d6l\u00fcye Mektup<\/em>\u201d, \u201c\u0130ki Mektup<\/em>\u201d, \u201cEmo<\/em>\u201d, \u201cK\u00f6ye Hasret<\/em>\u201d, \u201cK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Mehmet<\/em>\u201d, \u201cKocaman Adam<\/em>\u201d, \u201cBurada<\/em>\u201d, \u201cBeni Arama<\/em>\u201d, \u201cDa\u011f\u0131n Ard\u0131ndaki<\/em>\u201d, \u201c\u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck U\u011fruna<\/em>\u201d, \u201cBir \u00d6\u011fretmen Ar\u0131yorum<\/em>\u201d, \u201cDedim Dedi<\/em>\u201d, \u201cMustafa Kemal Geliyor<\/em>\u201d, \u201c\u00c7\u00f6l Yolcusuna<\/em>\u201d, \u201cBen Kimim?<\/em>\u201d, \u201cSavc\u0131 Bey<\/em>\u201d, \u201c\u00d6\u011fretmene Sesleni\u015f<\/em>\u201d, \u201cD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmelisin<\/em>\u201d, \u201cYa\u015famak<\/em>\u201d, \u201cAnama<\/em>\u201d, \u201cCahillik<\/em>\u201d, \u201cK\u00f6rl\u00fck<\/em>\u201d, \u201cUzunuyku<\/em>\u201d, \u201cAnadolu Kad\u0131n\u0131<\/em>\u201d ve \u201cKurtulu\u015f Sava\u015f\u0131<\/em>\u201d ba\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131yla toplam 26 adet \u015fiir vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n \u015eiirleri, edebi estetik, T\u00fcrk\u00e7eyi kullanma, imla kurallar\u0131 vs. daha bir \u00e7ok y\u00f6nden acemice olsa da, daha do\u011frusu alt alta dizilmi\u015f c\u00fcmleler olarak d\u00fcz bir anlat\u0131m\u0131 olsa da \u00fclk\u00fcc\u00fcl\u00fck ideolojisi \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda son derece yo\u011fun bir T\u00fcrk\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fck hissiyat\u0131yla kaleme al\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. A\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7as\u0131 bu \u015fiirlerde kat\u0131ks\u0131z bir T\u00fcrk\u00e7\u00fc \u00fclk\u00fcc\u00fcd\u00fcr Ebubekir Pamuk\u00e7u. Bunca yo\u011fun, bu kadar derinlikli bir \u00fclk\u00fcc\u00fcl\u00fck hissiyat\u0131na sahip birisinin aniden bundan vazge\u00e7ip \u201cKarar\u0131m\u0131 vermi\u015ftim. Ben bir Zazay\u0131m<\/em>\u201d demesi, Zazac\u0131l\u0131k yapmas\u0131, \u015fahsen kendi ad\u0131ma s\u00f6yleyeyim, olduk\u00e7a \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 bir durum olarak g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n Burada, \u00e7ok\u00e7a s\u00f6z\u00fc edilen ve kitab\u0131n 32-34. sayfalar\u0131nda yer alan \u201cBen Kimim?\u201d adl\u0131 \u015fiirinden s\u00f6z etmek istiyorum. \u00d6yle g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor ki \u015fiiri aktaranlar, uzun uzad\u0131ya yer vermemek i\u00e7in aradan sadece birka\u00e7 m\u0131sray\u0131 se\u00e7ip alm\u0131\u015flar ama do\u011frusunu s\u00f6ylersek, \u015fiirin \u00f6z\u00fc olan m\u0131sralard\u0131r bunlar. Yani aktaranlar\u0131n kendilerinden bir \u015fey katt\u0131klar\u0131 veya abartt\u0131klar\u0131 bir \u015fey yoktur. Eksik olan taraflar\u0131, net olarak kaynak g\u00f6stermemi\u015f olmalar\u0131d\u0131r bence. Do\u011frusu, kim yazarsa yazs\u0131n, \u015fahsen kaynaklar\u0131 tam olarak teyit ederek kullanmaktan yanay\u0131m ben ama yine de kimi yaz\u0131lar\u0131mda ayn\u0131 kaynaklar\u0131 referans g\u00f6stererek al\u0131nt\u0131lam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m bu \u015fiiri. \u015eimdi, hi\u00e7 olmazsa bundan sonra bu \u015fiir al\u0131nt\u0131lanacaksa, kayna\u011f\u0131 do\u011fru bir \u015fekilde belirtilsin ve \u015fiirin tamam\u0131 bilinsin diye burada, imla hatalar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fczeltmeden, sayfalar\u0131n foto\u011fralar\u0131 ile birlikte tamam\u0131n\u0131 aktar\u0131yorum:<\/p>\n BEN K\u0130M\u0130M ?<\/strong><\/p>\n Tan\u0131tay\u0131m kendimi bir ka\u00e7 dakika<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Tan\u0131m\u0131yanlar, benitan\u0131s\u0131n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Kapal\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p sere sere<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Yanl\u0131\u015f bilenler utans\u0131n.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Kalpaklar giymi\u015f aslanlar\u0131n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u00a0Karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7la ayd\u0131nlatanlar\u0131n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Ba\u015f\u0131, ata gem vurmaz yigitlrin<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Ba\u015f\u0131, ben O\u011fuz\u2019um, ben Oruc\u2019um.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Y\u00fcr\u00fcn aslanlar\u0131m, y\u00fcr\u00fcn ileri<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Ben Malazgirt\u2019teyim y\u00fcr\u00fcn<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u0130\u015fte Diyojen yan\u0131mda serbest<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Mertlerin beyi, Alparslan\u0131m ben.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Ad\u0131m\u0131z T\u00fcrk, ufak beylik yak\u0131\u015fmaz<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u015ean\u0131m\u0131z b\u00fcy\u00fck, b\u00fcy\u00fck devlet olal\u0131m;<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u0130\u015fte S\u00f6\u011f\u00fct\u2019te filizleniyorum<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Ye\u015feren fidanlar\u0131n beyi, Osman\u0131m ben.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Kar\u0131\u015fman bana kar\u0131\u015fmam sonra<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m gibi d\u00fc\u015ferim ben<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Nigboluda ya\u011f\u0131z atlar ki\u015fneten<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Kahramanlar beyi, Y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m \u0131m ben<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u015eehr-i Stanbul derler buraya<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Yedi d\u00fcvel toplans\u0131n, koman k\u00e2hire<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Yeterki askerlerim: “Allah Allah” deye<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Fetihimdir \u0130stanbul. Fatihim ben.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Demegogu Allah sevmez, ben de sevmem<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Ben nice nicelerinin dize getiren<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u00c7ald\u0131randa, Ridaniye\u2019de, Mekke\u2019de<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar\u0131n beyi Yavuz\u2019um ben.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Kanunlard\u0131r toplumun ana dire\u011fi<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Zaferidir yi\u011fidin tek emeli<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Moha\u00e7\u2019ta, Bu din\u2019de, Viyana\u2019da<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Parl\u0131yan k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7lar ba\u015f\u0131, Kanuni\u2019yim ben.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n H\u0131z\u0131r derler \u015fanl\u0131 ad\u0131ma<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Akdeniz\u2019dir g\u00f6l\u00fcm, gemimdir evim<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Gemi dire\u011fiyle alt\u0131n sayfalar yazan<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Denizlerin \u015fah\u0131, Barbaros\u2019um ben.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Yaland\u0131r, uyuyor san\u0131yorlarsa bizi<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n “Vatan’\u0131n ba\u011fr\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fman dayam\u0131\u015f han\u00e7erini<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Yomudur kurtaracak baht\u0131 kara m\u00e2derini?” H\u00fcrriyet co\u015fkunu, Nam\u0131k Kemal\u2019im ben .<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Bu millet co\u015fkundur, birle\u015fince<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Kan damarda durur mu Vatan gidince?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Atamdan kalm\u0131\u015f bu toprak benim<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Kormuyorum ellere ben miskincesine?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Hayk\u0131r\u0131r\u0131m, do\u011fudan bat\u0131ya:<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n “T\u00fcrkiye bizimdir, bizim kalacakt\u0131r.”<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Dumlu\u2019da, Sakarya\u2019da her yerde<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n At \u00fcst\u00fcnde, Mustafa Kemal\u2019im ben.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Ad\u0131m\u0131z T\u00fcrk, dilimiz T\u00fcrk\u00e7e<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Parolam\u0131z, mert\u00e7e erkek\u00e7e.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n S\u00f6r\u00fclmeye yoktur tahamm\u00fcl\u00fcm\u00fcz<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Adalet l\u00e2z\u0131md\u0131r, adalet bize.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Soyumuz g\u00f6z yummam\u0131\u015f b\u00f6ylelerine<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Biz mi yumaca\u011f\u0131z nank\u00f6rcesine?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Kalle\u015f\u00e7e vurguna kar\u015f\u0131y\u0131m ben<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Ben, Trablus\u2019ta, ben, \u00c7ald\u0131ran\u2019da<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n
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