{"id":20419,"date":"2018-10-11T10:29:21","date_gmt":"2018-10-11T07:29:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/?p=20419"},"modified":"2021-02-20T13:58:19","modified_gmt":"2021-02-20T10:58:19","slug":"11-yil-sonra","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/?p=20419","title":{"rendered":"11 y\u0131l sonra | Selim Temo"},"content":{"rendered":"
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G\u00fcnler g\u00fcnlere ulan\u0131rken erimeye ba\u015flad\u0131n, yorgun bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek gibi \u00f6nce ta\u00e7 yapraklar\u0131n soldu, boynun b\u00fck\u00fcld\u00fc, renklerin kenarlar\u0131na d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc. <\/span>Zaman ne kadar da h\u0131zl\u0131 ge\u00e7iyor de\u011fil mi Mehmed abi? Sene 1989 mesela. Bir s\u00fcr\u00fc zay\u0131f\u0131m gelmi\u015f; matematik, fizik, kimya, biyoloji, sa\u011fl\u0131k bilgisi. Beklemeli \u00f6\u011frenciyim. Bu dersleri veremezsem okuma hakk\u0131m\u0131 kaybedece\u011fim.<\/p>\n

Yaz. T\u00fct\u00fcn tarlas\u0131nda senin geni\u015f aln\u0131na benzeyen aln\u0131m\u0131 g\u00fcne\u015fe tutarak \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc mayalayan da\u011flara bak\u0131yorum. \u0130\u00e7imde ama uzaktalar. Zoveser, Mereto, R\u00fbtik ve Heft Gund\u00ean Taloriy\u00ea. Ama Newala Qerem\u00fbs\u00ea de yak\u0131n, Kan\u00eeka Temo da. Orada Mala Eliy\u00ea \u00dbnis\u2019\u0131n yi\u011fitleri tuza\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr, daha d\u00fcn gibi. Da\u011fl\u0131lar i\u00e7in Osman Sebr\u00ee\u2019nin deyimiyle \u201cguhbel\u201d (casus) dolu ovada, t\u00fct\u00fcn suluyorum. \u00d6\u011flen oluyor, su motoru susuyor. \u00c7eyrek as\u0131r sonra o c\u00e2n\u0131m ye\u011fenimi kollar\u0131nda bo\u011facak Batman nehrine do\u011fru iniyorum.<\/p>\n

Orada bir kahve var. \u015eehirlerin efk\u00e2rl\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7k\u0131nlar\u0131 oraya gelip bira i\u00e7iyorlar. S\u00fcre\u011fen bir zamana ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorlar. Uzak bir yere ili\u015fiyorum. Oradaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck sehpan\u0131n \u00fczerinde bir kitap var. Seninle benzer bir kaderi ya\u015fayan Demir \u00d6zl\u00fc\u2019n\u00fcn kitab\u0131. Ad\u0131: \u201cBir K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckburjuvan\u0131n Gen\u00e7lik Y\u0131llar\u0131.\u201d Oraya nas\u0131l gelmi\u015f, bilmiyorum. Metin Alt\u0131ok\u2019un, 1968\u2019de, Soyut dergisinde \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f ilk \u015fiiri olan \u201cAy \u00dczerine Kurgulamalar\u201ddaki gibi hani: \u201cBuraya neden gelmi\u015f \/ Bu nas\u0131l i\u015ftir? \/ Bu gezgin ay bir gece \/ Kimseye g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeden \/ Mutlaka ka\u00e7ak \/ Bir trene binmi\u015ftir.\u201d<\/p>\n

Kitaptaki bir c\u00fcmle tak\u0131l\u0131yor g\u00f6zlerime: \u201cHayat yirmili ya\u015flardan olu\u015fmaz.\u201d \u201cNe var ki\u201d diyorum i\u00e7imden, \u201cdaha 17 ya\u015f\u0131mday\u0131m!\u201d Ama zaman, bir veremlinin y\u00fcrek kan\u0131yla solmu\u015f bir mendil gibi gelece\u011fe at\u0131lan bir \u015feymi\u015f me\u011fer.<\/p>\n

<\/ins><\/ins><\/ins>O gelecekte Ya\u015far Kemal gibi zaman\u0131 ve mek\u00e2n\u0131 doldurmu\u015f bir r\u00fcya tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131racak bizi, y\u00fcz y\u00fcze. \u0130\u015fte sonsuz mevsimlere s\u00fcrekli g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen y\u00fcz\u00fcnle kar\u015f\u0131mdas\u0131n. Biraz kilo alm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, seni may\u0131nl\u0131 tarlalardan asil ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fmeden ge\u00e7iren b\u00fcy\u00fck Necmettin B\u00fcy\u00fckkaya g\u00f6rse, zor tan\u0131yacak. Uzak \u00fclkelerde r\u00fcyalar\u0131na giren evinizin \u00f6n\u00fcndeki o ta\u015f, bitmemi\u015f bir \u00e7ocuklu\u011fa \u00e7a\u011f\u0131racak.<\/p>\n

\u201cRojek ji roj\u00ean Evdal\u00ea Zeynik\u00ea\u2019yi ancak Temo \u00e7evirir\u201d diyor Ya\u015far Kemal, nice sonra. \u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc\u201d diyor, \u201conun babas\u0131 dengb\u00eaj.\u201d Sen de o muhte\u015fem yava\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ve nezaketinle \u201cPoe\u2019yu Poe yapan Baudelaire\u2019dir\u201d diyorsun. Bir gen\u00e7 adam\u0131n g\u00f6zlerine sardunyalar ekiyorsun. Orada, 14 y\u0131l sonra Herbert von Karajan\u2019\u0131n batonlar\u0131na dokunacak o\u011flum, masmavi g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyor. Zaman daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 ge\u00e7memi\u015f gibi ge\u00e7iyor.<\/p>\n

Seninle ge\u00e7en k\u0131sa ve yo\u011fun y\u0131llar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum \u015fimdi, y\u0131llar sonra. O anlar\u0131 sen mi ya\u015fad\u0131n, ben mi, ikimiz mi? O anlar hangimize ait \u015fimdi? E\u011fer zaman\u0131n i\u00e7ine keder ve sayg\u0131 ile b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015fsan, bir zamanlar bug\u00fcnk\u00fc g\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7inde oldu\u011funa tan\u0131kl\u0131k edebilir miyim?<\/p>\n

<\/ins><\/ins><\/ins>Uzun gecelerden sonra bir gelecek daha ba\u015flar birden. O gelecekte s\u00fcrg\u00fcn vard\u0131r. Ama sen hi\u00e7bir zaman s\u00fcrg\u00fcnde olmad\u0131n. Kuzeyin so\u011fuk ve beyaz gecelerinde K\u00fcrdistan k\u0131rlar\u0131ndaki \u00e7i\u00e7eklerin kokusunu ald\u0131n. Seni Vergilius\u2019tan da, Auerbach\u2019tan da, Zweig\u2019dan da, Mann\u2019dan da ay\u0131ran \u015fey buydu. Sonunda o \u00e7i\u00e7eklerin k\u00f6kleri alt\u0131na g\u00f6m\u00fclmek i\u00e7in Ferit Uzun, Musa Anter, Mehmet Emin Bozarslan ve \u0130smail Be\u015fik\u00e7i gibi kendi yurdunda s\u00fcrg\u00fcn olanlarla 1971 k\u0131\u015f\u0131nda tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n o hapishanenin \u015fehrine d\u00f6nd\u00fcn. Ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n yere. Ap\u00ea Musa\u2019n\u0131n sana yasakl\u0131 harfleri g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi yere.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnler g\u00fcnlere ulan\u0131rken erimeye ba\u015flad\u0131n, yorgun bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek gibi \u00f6nce ta\u00e7 yapraklar\u0131n soldu, boynun b\u00fck\u00fcld\u00fc, renklerin kenarlar\u0131na d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc. Bedenine dadanan \u00f6l\u00fcm h\u00fccreleri, i\u00e7erindeki hayat\u0131 azaltt\u0131. G\u00fcl\u00fcmseyince yana yat\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n

24 A\u011fustos 2007\u2019de g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck en son. Ne denir, per\u015fembe mi, cumartesi mi? Birka\u00e7 ki\u015fiyle ziyaretine gelmi\u015ftik hani. Kap\u0131ya kadar \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131n bizimle. Biraz uzakla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k ki \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131n beni. Yan\u0131na vard\u0131m. Ellerimi takatsiz ve solgun ellerinle tutarak, \u201cBak Temo\u201d dedin, \u201csana bizim kaderimizle ilgili bir \u015fey s\u00f6yleyece\u011fim. Elbette hak ediyor, ama bir \u015feyi tarif etsin diye s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum: Bak, Orhan Pamuk\u2019la ikimiz ayn\u0131 d\u00f6nemde edebiyata ba\u015flad\u0131k. O Nobel almaya gitti, bense \u00f6l\u00fcyorum. Bunu sak\u0131n unutma!\u201d<\/p>\n

Bug\u00fcn 11 Ekim. Sen g\u00f6\u00e7eli 11 y\u0131l olmu\u015f abi. 11 y\u0131l sonra olmu\u015f. Zaman olmayan bir \u015fey gibi ge\u00e7mi\u015f. G\u00f6\u011fe bulutlar birikmi\u015f de yerden zul\u00fcm t\u00fcremi\u015f. \u00d6l\u00fclerimizin bile rahat\u0131n\u0131 bozmu\u015flar. Senin yurduna bayku\u015flar dadanm\u0131\u015f. Ama ya\u011fmur ya\u011f\u0131yor senin Dicle\u2019ne bakan bir mezar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne. Topra\u011f\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fi \u0131s\u0131n\u0131yor Mehmed abi, topra\u011f\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fi \u0131s\u0131n\u0131yor.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Selim Temo kimdir?<\/strong>27 Nisan 1972\u2019de Batman\u2019\u0131n M\u00ear\u00eena k\u00f6y\u00fcnde do\u011fdu.2000 y\u0131l\u0131nda Ankara \u00dcniversitesi Dil ve Tarih Co\u011frafya Fak\u00fcltesi Etnoloji B\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc\u2019nden mezun oldu. 1997\u2019de Ya\u015far Nabi Nay\u0131r \u015eiir \u00d6d\u00fcl\u00fc, 1998\u2019de Halkevleri Roman \u00d6d\u00fcl\u00fc\u2019ne de\u011fer g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fc. Y\u00fcksek lisans\u0131n\u0131 (\u201cCemal S\u00fcreya \u015eiirinde Bedenin Yaz\u0131nsalla\u015fmas\u0131\u201d) ve doktoras\u0131n\u0131 (\u201cT\u00fcrk \u015eiirinde Ta\u015fra: 1859-1959\u201d) Bilkent \u00dcniversitesi T\u00fcrk Edebiyat\u0131 B\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc\u2019nde tamamlad\u0131. 2009\u2019da Mardin Artuklu \u00dcniversitesi\u2019nde yard\u0131mc\u0131 do\u00e7ent olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. 2011\u2019de, Exeter \u00dcniversitesi\u2019ndeki (\u0130ngiltere) Centre for Kurdish Studies\u2019de konuk hocal\u0131k yapt\u0131. Hrant Dink Vakf\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan \u201cd\u00fcnyada, gelece\u011fe dair umudu \u00e7o\u011faltan ki\u015filer\u201dden biri say\u0131larak \u201c2011\u2019in I\u015f\u0131klar\u0131\u201d aras\u0131nda g\u00f6sterildi. Radikal gazetesinde ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6\u015fe yazarl\u0131\u011f\u0131na (Kas\u0131m 2013-Kas\u0131m 2014), Ocak 2017\u2019den beridir Gazete Duvar\u2019da devam ediyor. D\u00f6rt T\u00fcrk\u00e7e iki K\u00fcrt\u00e7e \u015fiir kitab\u0131, bir roman\u0131, iki antolojisi, 12 \u00e7ocuk kitab\u0131, yedi roman-\u00f6yk\u00fc \u00e7evirisi, iki \u015fiir kitab\u0131 \u00e7evirisi, bir \u00e7evrimyaz\u0131s\u0131, bir gazete yaz\u0131lar\u0131 ve iki edebiyat kuram\u0131 kitab\u0131 yay\u0131mland\u0131. 6 Ocak 2017\u2019deki 679 say\u0131l\u0131 KHK ile \u00fcniversiteden ihra\u00e7 edildi. Amed\u2019de ya\u015f\u0131yor.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

G\u00fcnler g\u00fcnlere ulan\u0131rken erimeye ba\u015flad\u0131n, yorgun bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek gibi \u00f6nce ta\u00e7 yapraklar\u0131n soldu, boynun b\u00fck\u00fcld\u00fc, renklerin kenarlar\u0131na d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc. Zaman ne kadar da h\u0131zl\u0131 ge\u00e7iyor de\u011fil mi Mehmed abi? Sene 1989 mesela. Bir s\u00fcr\u00fc zay\u0131f\u0131m gelmi\u015f; matematik, fizik, kimya, biyoloji, sa\u011fl\u0131k bilgisi. Beklemeli \u00f6\u011frenciyim. Bu dersleri veremezsem okuma hakk\u0131m\u0131 kaybedece\u011fim. Yaz. T\u00fct\u00fcn tarlas\u0131nda senin geni\u015f aln\u0131na …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5371],"tags":[5372,782,3936],"class_list":["post-20419","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","","category-alinti-yazilar","tag-gazete-duvar","tag-mehmet-uzun","tag-selim-temo"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20419","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=20419"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20419\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=20419"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=20419"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/candname.com\/tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=20419"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}